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My feelings are either uncontrollable or nonexistent. I’m generally unaware of whatever is happening and I don’t ever know what the suitable reaction is. I’m not even sure if my head is stuck in the clouds or if it’s just lost somewhere. I think it’s still stuck in the grip of your hands. I would appreciate you letting go of it but I think it’s safer with you though. I don’t really remember it being anywhere else. This leaves me only with my heart, and that’s what’s keeping me a person who lets her feelings control every single choice in her life. If you follow the trail of my path through life, you’d see all the bullshit choices I’ve made. No logic and reasoning, the thrill of impulsivity and what “feels” best is what guides me through the days. I don’t even know why I’m writing this. I just want to stop thinking about you and start thinking logically. Instead of feeling everything or nothing, I just want to feel you. This is the best way to describe what I’m going through.
(skrev på engelska för att jag måste fan träna på det)
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